i never seem to be back for long and i hate it, even more then i hate writing down blogs/journal entries. They always seem so corney when i come back and read them months/years later, its most likely just me getting cooler and cooler as the years past but who knows. Although, something kind of hit me today at my sister's graduation, something i think that will finally help modivate me to become what i want to be, at everything. i hope.